VAMPIRE
Vampires do exist...
This vampire didn't crave blood. It did crave attention, affection and would only feel fulfilled when it would suck all the self-love, self-esteem, self-respect that any person could have. Also in this vampire wickedness everything would be lies, fun and games. Only when it bended this person strength, made it vulnerable and drained all it needed it would leave the other person or do their best to push it away.
After a loss that is either losing blood or an emotional loss, most of the time your body is equipped to regenerate.
Bear in mind, this vampire has drained the other person. But time heals, almost everything.
When the other person has recovered, better themselves and tried to move on, the vampire senses the light so this need to feed on this person again becomes so strong that the vampire does whatever it takes to get close. Uses the guilt game and if it doesn't work, it uses its last resort. Says sorry with no intention to change. Because the other person cares and feels compelled to try to understand this vampire it allows it in again. Becoming vulnerable once again.
The story only repeats itself.
A soil can only be cultivated and harvested a certain number of times. After you depleted all the nutrients of this soil it doesn't matter what you cultivate that nothing will blossom.
The same happens to people, there is so much one can take.
In time the martyr of this vampire will become smarter and a better judge of character, that will allow to make improved choices of which type of people to have in its life.
But the vampire...
will never cease to hunt to fill this void they have inside of them. This need to be served...this eagerness to be the centre of someone without giving anything back. They only feel comfortable being loved unconditionally and feeling secure expecting everything with no effort in their part. In the worse of all if anyone question their loyalty they feel offended...they have the audacity to attack the person and making them feel like they are insecure. If anyone thinks they deserve more they will make sure the person realises how arrogant and egomaniac they are being.
At the end of the day we start to understand the vampires we know. We all have our demons.
I do hope this vampire can heal itself and learns how to say sorry. Because no one should ever pronounce the word sorry if they are not ready to show through actions they can actually change.
The bigger weakness of this vampire is that it harms itself, it is its own worse enemy. It doesn't like themselves. They have no self-worth or respect because they are incapable of keeping a promise to themselves. They don't even believe they can be loved hence why they take what they want, push the person away and then test it if they still got the power.
For the vampire to change it would need someone strong that makes sure that their actions will have repercussions. But the vampire is weak and being near someone strong it would be a punishment. They would be near someone that reminds them everyday someone they want to be like and they are not...so this vampire will feed on weak people so it can never be judged...
They will be living all their life a beautiful lie that will make them empty, cold...
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