THE MESSAGE I WILL NEVER SEND
CHAPTER 3
I don't know where to start...
It's sad that our paths have gone separate ways. I can only say thank you for the memories.
My pride won't let me reach out to you and to be honest I wouldn't know for what I would be fighting for.
But...
Thank you for showing me I can care for someone again.
Before I met you the world had no colour, the food had no taste and sometimes I would need to check my pulse to be sure I was still alive.
With you, for moments I found peace, I could smile and found the ability to laugh, I could tell jokes and understand them again, all of the sudden the world was not grey.
You were being the best part of my day without you knowing. I counted the hours to have you in my arms.
When I wouldn't see you I would feel home sick.
It's scary how someone can just appear in your life and become a priority just because of their smile, laugh, eyes or essence. All of the sudden everything that you know doesn't matter, all you need in your life is the comfort of that kiss and breath in the smell of their skin.
My life could've been a book, some chapters are romance, victories and tragedies, but I will admit, your chapter it's one of my favourites.
That's why I rather leave it like that. I feel like the continuation of this story would've turn it into something resentful.
I'm sorry for not fighting but life has shown me that the only way you can remain whole is by not caring and being able to walk away.
Our unfinished story has now finished. The story that will only have continuation in our minds. A story that the best parts never existed or became real. A story that hasn't been lived.
Sometimes to keep myself sane...I imagine you still laying your head on my chest when I go to bed.
Miss you...
I don't know where to start...
It's sad that our paths have gone separate ways. I can only say thank you for the memories.
My pride won't let me reach out to you and to be honest I wouldn't know for what I would be fighting for.
But...
Thank you for showing me I can care for someone again.
Before I met you the world had no colour, the food had no taste and sometimes I would need to check my pulse to be sure I was still alive.
With you, for moments I found peace, I could smile and found the ability to laugh, I could tell jokes and understand them again, all of the sudden the world was not grey.
You were being the best part of my day without you knowing. I counted the hours to have you in my arms.
When I wouldn't see you I would feel home sick.
It's scary how someone can just appear in your life and become a priority just because of their smile, laugh, eyes or essence. All of the sudden everything that you know doesn't matter, all you need in your life is the comfort of that kiss and breath in the smell of their skin.
My life could've been a book, some chapters are romance, victories and tragedies, but I will admit, your chapter it's one of my favourites.
That's why I rather leave it like that. I feel like the continuation of this story would've turn it into something resentful.
I'm sorry for not fighting but life has shown me that the only way you can remain whole is by not caring and being able to walk away.
Our unfinished story has now finished. The story that will only have continuation in our minds. A story that the best parts never existed or became real. A story that hasn't been lived.
Sometimes to keep myself sane...I imagine you still laying your head on my chest when I go to bed.
Miss you...
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